I have to honest that I was very nervous. I remembered different things from this surgery. I can still smell my skin burning from them cutting me, I could hear the doctor stitching me up. I felt the tugging more this time around. I felt them massaging my uterus. I was NERVOUS!!!
Sam came into the world at 4:18 am and he weighed 8 pounds and 13 ounces and was 21 1/2 inches long. He did not cry immediately. I also heard them suction his nose and mouth. My senses were definitely over sensitive this time around.
They brought him to me and I thought he looked different than Andrew. Everyone else said he looked just like Andrew. I see that a little bit now. I was so happy to see him alive and healthy. It was a huge sigh of relief for me.
I feel 100% recovered now. The surgery recovery has been so much better this time around. I started to move around quicker, felt more energetic, and definitely more relaxed with Sam. We he is a great eater so there has been no stress there.
What stresses me out now is to make sure I am giving enough attention to both Sam and Andrew. So far I think it has been working out but I am constantly aware of it. I can't pick up Andrew right now b/c I have to wait 2 weeks before I can lift things. When I am given the green light things will definitely feel back to normal.
Normal, what I am saying...nothing is normal right now. We are learning a new normal and one that I feel good about.
Here are pictures of Sam's birthday.
As 2012 begins I feel very blessed and happy.
2 comments:
YAY!!! I've been WAITING for this post! :) (I know you've been busy!) So glad he made here safely and is healthy! So glad you are feeling better and getting adjusted to being a Mommy of TWO!
Love you!
I've been waiting too! :-) I love the boys' matching Christmas outfits and Sam's wreath! I know that you're doing an amazing job with both of the boys. So glad you had an easy recovery!
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